offtopic but I thought someone might need this. I met a girl in school she flirted with me and all that stuff and we got together very well. We kissed on our first date and our relationship was so good. We were hugging and kissing and talking all the time, we had the same interests she was playing on guitar and I was playing the bass and she liked the same kind of music, and generally, we were perfect for each other, until I got tired of being unproductive because of messaging all the time and giving her big portion of my time and attention. So I was on nerves the whole day and just ghosted her for the whole day until I asked her to talk about something. I thought that I would give some time to recover from that kind of relationship and I was on nerves so I wanted to calm down, but she started talking about some nonsense and I got mad. I just said that I thought that she was under the gun when we were together and I wanted to change everything. she just stood there for 2 mins and then started talking about her mental state and all that jazz, my nerves got so heated that I smashed the ring that she gave me and just walked, she started crying. when I realized that I liked the girl I apologized and tried to unfuck the fucked situation but it got worse. she said that we should take a break. then she met a guy and when I started an investigation about that fucking guy she said that we should break up. i was not upset or anything, I use that as fuel for my motivation and energy. about that guy she said that he's a friend but who the fuck cares, I got what I wanted from this relationship and I got more confident after this relationship so yeah. The moral of the story is that never try to pull out, if you make a decision stick to it and never try to unfuck something if it's fucked like I tried to do.
Dustin.
